Megan and I were having an interesting conversation last night discussing how we process what is going on in our lives. I find that for myself, a very verbal person, the significant discoveries about who I am and what I am going through are made when I actually take time to be still and quiet with myself. And for Megan, who is naturally inclined to be an introvert, to talk out stuff with people is how she comes to definite conclusions about the things in her life. I think that I just get so tired of worrying about everything in my head all the time, it makes it very difficult for me to verbalize it or dwell on it in conversation, because I am so impatient with myself and want to just move on and do something about it, regardless of whether those attempts to act are successful.
I am going to clean and make cake and read and drink tea today.
lovely. and i don't have to work until Wednesday, lovelier still.
I have an interview for a nanny job on Thursday - I would make more money than my current job and it starts in March which would give me two weeks of rest before work begins again. I think it could be a lovely arrangement.
Recent discoveries:
pine burns much faster and easier than hard woods
my cat has reactive attachment disorder
i really like my new shoes i bought
i like babies
i am amazing
Classic Risotto
1 week ago
1 comment:
Oh dear. Your cat has RAD. Is she just not attaching, or is she manipulative and anti-social as well? (Is she torturing poor little mice??) Personally, I would say that my Zelda is rather anxiously attached. When we're at home, I'm not allowed to be in a separate room from her. When we were at the dog park this weekend, she was engaging in her share of mommy-shopping. Seriously. She was as interested in the humans as the dogs, and not for playing fetch, which is why most of the other dogs were walking up to strange humans. She'd walk up to people, sit real pretty by their leg, look up, bat her eyelashes, and give them this pretty look like, "will you be my mommy?" As the fun of raising abandoned pets... =)
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